Tuesday, April 6, 2010
mental hugs goodbye
Dreams dangled by mental hugs and kisses good bye
If only I hung on to you tighter
Held you closer to my intellect
Capture your scent next to my faith
If only I could hear your first cry alongside hope
But instead I lynched your spirit
Before you could breathe
God's fresh air
I muffled your breath
Kept you hidden
Beneath every fear and worry
I buried you six inches deep into goodbye
I thru you farther from grace
Than any home run could have ever done
Attempting to be whole without you
Yet only forever becoming hollow
I left you 2 die
Before you could live
Sucked your imagination from becoming extraordinary
I extracted your dreams
In order to satisfy mine
Left you still
Stuck between real and reality
You were gone
Before beginning
And now I realize
I missed you
The possibility attached to your name
The love
We could have made
Now I care
Wonder what it would have been like
If I didn't accept less as better
And allow mental hugs to turn you away.
I wonder how it would be
If you lived.
Monday, April 5, 2010
intro...
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Real ish
What is life?
Life is like a big obstacle
put in front of your optical to slow you down
And everytime you think you gotten past it
it's gonna come back around and tackle you to the damn ground
What are friends?
Friends are people that you think are your friends
But they really your enemies, with secret indentities
and disguises, to hide they true colors
So just when you think you close enough to be brothers
they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin
What is money?
Money is what makes a man act funny
Money is the root of all evil
Money'll make them same friends come back around
swearing that they was always down
What is life?
I'm tired of life
I'm tired of backstabbing ass snakes with friendly grins
I'm tired of committing so many sins
Tired of always giving in when this bottle of Henny wins
Tired of never having any ends
Tired of having skinny friends hooked on crack and mini-thins
I'm tired of this DJ playing YOUR shit when he spins
Tired of not having a deal
Tired of having to deal with the bullshit without grabbing the steel
Tired of drowning in my sorrow
Tired of having to borrow a dollar for gas to start my Monte Carlo
I'm tired of motherfuckers spraying shit and dartin off
I'm tired of jobs startin off at five fifty an hour
then this boss wanders why I'm smartin off
I'm tired of being fired everytime I fart and cough
Tired of having to work as a gas station clerk
for this jerk breathing down my neck driving me bezerk
I'm tired of using plastic silverware
Tired of working in Building Square
Tired of not being a millionaire
Saturday, April 3, 2010
remix
School turn me up
the test we gone pass
I got lots of knowledge
I can multitask
division on my test
we gone do our best
come up in da school wit a pencil on my desk
If you gettin in, and you gettin A’s
gone pop your collar
you going to graduate
Friday, April 2, 2010
day 2
that means every morning is a new begining
live with meaning
mean what you do
and live
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Day 1: reflection
I had this whole other thing ready to post but I will save that for another day and instead just reflect on my week. Its been such a powerful bundle of energy raging through me this week. It had helped me stay on track, multi-task, and just ultimately stay focused. Today I learned that learning has no limits, time with our generations is essential, support is vital, power is within, and starting is never too late. So thankful to be a teacher, at heart and profession, but most importantly a learning student in every aspect. Taking in all my students uplift and enrich me with. I am thankful to be in a place where everything is revolving, though things still stay the same. Love. Education. Pain. Support. Comfort. Truth. Learning. Teaching. Growing. Maturing! Fighting. Peace. Consequences. Congratulations. Everything is changing.. But somethings remain the same.
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